Friday, January 27, 2006

Argh,..,just typing my blog when my computer DC. now i gotta retype.
-_-"

won the CNY class deco competition today. finally our hard work paid off. the prizes are just tibits but it's the pride that is more important. hope to win such competitions again. hehz,.,
went to watch "i not stupid too" after school but gotta go off early even before the movie end. got to help my mom do some important stuff. so sadz.,.i was just enjoying the movie. hope to watch it again soon.

CNY le.,.must collect many many HONG BAOS this year. haaz,.,so have money to get valentine's day gift . *shss* lolZ.,.
okie.,.i gotta go get my dinner,.,BYEE!

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

ZZZzzz.,.too tired to blog yesterday. reached home at about 7. was doing the class deco and it kinda turned out great. we're so satisfied with our work when we're done.

today is not a good day for me. used up the money in my sim card and can't sms or call anyone the whole day till i get home to top it up. without smsing someone the whole day, i just simply feels imcomplete. i was kinda moody just now when i'm on my way home, thinking about how am i going to solve my love problems. as i'm blogging now, i'm also thinking about all kinds of things. "when will he know how i feel?" "to go or not to go china?" "if i go, will i miss him while in china and spoils my mood?" and the one thing i'm always thinking about, day and night. "will he like me?" ok,.,maybe i should stop here for today. my tap is leaking the more i think about it.

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

everything is so well these days. i'm so happy!! wahha..i love him!!

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Friday, January 20, 2006

wahaha.,.so happy today. everything just go so well that i tought i'm dreaming. no words can describe what i feel when i was with him. man,.,so happy that i'm worn out now already. haaz.,.that's all for today,.,gotta go rest. happiest day for 2006 and hope more will come in the future. =]

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

sheesh.,.so tired. body starting to ache. but i just feel better when i was smsing him in class. best thing is i saw him during my biology class. i got so excited n my face turned red. haaz.,.tomorrow i'll be going to watch the "The Heirloom" with him. heehz.,.hope everything goes nicely. wonder which poly he will be going. *hope that it's republic poly!* haaz.,.thats all i will be writting today.,.very tired now. brain bursting soon,.,hope he will sms me!

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

hihi,.,haaz. so happy today. was smsing him since tis morning. all thanks to the rain,.,my day was extremly good. here is something which i have come up,.,which i may be sending to him to tell him about my feelings. just waiting for the right time to send it to him.

How about giving your heart to someone who would love to make you happy, who would love to see you smile, who would love to be loved by you. So how would you feel if i give my heart to you?

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Monday, January 16, 2006

man.,.so tired. just back from school. my legs aching sia.,.damn pain. who wan massage for me?,.,haaz,.,just kidding. was in school doing the class deco. kinda love it,.,haaz. did not see him in school sia. sianz diaoz.,.[by the way,.,if you want to know who i'm talking about,.,just ask me]

haiz.,.still thinking about how i'm going to tell him about my feelings.when i was reading all the previous sms i got from him. i was smiling from ear to ear and it just gives me butterflies.

___Butterflies___
You Bring A Smile
To My Face,
And Give Me Memories,
I Could Never Replace.
I Laugh So Hard
It Brings Tears To My Eyes,
Every time You Tickle,
My Delicate Sides.
Just One Thing,
I'm So Desperately Wishing.
Is That Your Perfect Lips,
I Want To Be Kissing.
The Way You Make Me Laugh,
The Way You Look Into My Eyes,
The Way You Smile At Me,
Just Gives Me Butterflies!

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

*phew...*pant pant*..so many homework to do.,.so little time. Worse thing is that i have composition for both english and chinese. yea,.,and my maths. i've got no idea what it's talking about. whenever i see numbers,.,my mind will be in a whirl. but just look on the bright side,.,i got his sms this afternoon! haaz.,.i felt just like winning the top prize in the lottery.,.lolz xP
every sms he sent me.,.i kept it in a special folder and read it almost everynight. doing that just makes me happy. haaaz.,.but one thing that i'm afraid now is when he knows that i like him,.,he won't like me. i asked some of my friends who knows about it,.,what to do? all of them said to just tell him straight if i want to know the answer. and also to have the courage to stand up and face it when he say that he don't like me. i thought about it all night but still,.,no answer. looks like telling him straight is the only way now if i want to know what he thinks.

okay bah,.,i'll go do my homework now or i will not be able to finish them on time. aureviour! (o^_^o)

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

hihi,.,.welcome. this is not my first blog but my new one. haaz.
to start off,.,here is something which really express what i'm feeling now. happy reading! (o^_^o)

__The Pain Of Loving You__
Even though I know,
That you hurt me,
Badly,
Even though I know,
That when I am,
Beside you,
You do not love me,
You do not care,
For me.
Still,
When you are,
In my life,
There is a happy smile,
On my face.
I know that,
The love I give you,
Means nothing to you.
In return of my love,
You only give me,
The falling tears,
You only want,
And like to treat me,
Badly.
But if these,
Make you feel good,
And that being next,
To you,
Makes me happy,
I am willing,
To sacrifice.
I know,
There is already,
Enough pain,
In loving you,
But when I am,
Away from you,
Every second,
Every minute,
They hurt me more,
Than the tears,
You give me,
When you are beside me.
No pain,
Is not worth giving.
With you,
Beside this broken heart,
I will be happy,
I will give everything,
Just to be near you.

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