Friday, March 31, 2006

everything settled with just a few sms.,.,wow. the messages he sent me, i wont forget about it. he's not my boyfriend, but my partner, my soulmate. can't wait to go out with him again. next next friday will be our 2nd month!!

read finish all my dark hunter novels and hope to get the new one at popular soon!!!.,.,the stories are so nice. all about how you must sacrifice just to protect your love one. about the dark hunters giving up their immortality just to be with the women they love. feel like crying when reading the stories.,.but i can't wait till next year for Acheron's book to be release!!!!


okie.,.,thats all for now. tata!!
Sarang Heyo!![japanese] Je t'aime!![french] Wo Ai Ni!![chinese]
I Love You!![english] Ich Liebe Dich!![german] S'agapo!![greek]
Ti Amo!![italian] Te amos!![latin] Te Iubesc!![romanian]

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

something damned happened last night.,.,don't wanna say.,.,but i will only say that I freakingly cried the whole night. wonder why i ever do that for. let's drop that for now and i'll present to you a poem written by me. it's about a vampiress who's life is damn misery because of her lover. she wanted to end it so much that she asked her greatest enemy, the mighty sun to help. it's titled "stake my heart"

Stake my heart to free me from the misery,
put me under the sun to burn my body away.
I live in darkness for centuries,
never out in the sun.

My lover is as pale as me,
like the surface of the moon.
He turned me into what I am today,
so I will not leave him as I've got no choice.

Whenever I am in the dark alleys of the street,
the smell of blood excites me.
I try not to hurt the innocent,
but I've got no choice.

I look into the mirror,
trying to smile as before.
But whenever I try to smile,
the sharpness of my fangs will show.

So, please i beg of you,
the mighty sun.
Free me from all these misery,
as I rather turn into dust then live all these.

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Monday, March 27, 2006

wahaha!!.,today is JJ Lin Jun Jie's birthday!! Happy Birthday JJ!! [lolz.,.,like he will hear me here]

another day in school.,.a cold morning. have p.e then bio then maths, recess then art. doing my pointalism art.,.teacher say it's "biu-di-fool" again then my drawing pen started creating havoc on my table. even my shirt kena "pointed". during maths class.,.,mrs lim brought her junk to school again to give away. i got her red cushion dog which everyone saw me hugging when im walking home. saw him on the 3rd storey during recess.,.*SMILE* can't help smiling after i saw him. really miss his hugs so much.,.,=[[

after school.,.it was raining and lucky i have my jacket with me. i was huggin the red dog cushion and walking out of school when the rain started to get heavier. by then.,.i was socking wet and running to find a shelter. everyone who walk pass me will surely take a look at me. it's so obvious that im soaking wet and carrying a bright red cushion dog.,..i just hate the attention.

was sleeping just now.,.perfect weather for me to rest. will be going back to my bed later, reading my dark hunter novel before i get really sleepy. hope tomorrow will be another normal boring day.,.,that's all.,.will update again after a day or two.,.,buaiz!!

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

my world.,., DeathNote World,,,Dark-Hunter World,,,CloudCastle World

lolz.,.,trying to do my litereture project. so difficult.,.,haaz.
my spikey just turned white and he got a new wheel and igloo.,.snoppy got a new chewtoy too!! lolz.,.,miss darx so much.,.,next thurs after sports day gonna go play badminton with him.,.hehez.,.,

nothing much to say now leh..,,everyday reaing the darkhunter book until siao.,.okie narh.,.i go le.,.,buaiz!!

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

hahaz.,.,.today is a fun day. especially during literature class. teacher warn us that being a literature student, we have to be able to talk about anything in the world. from fears to sex and terror. means you have to be open-minded and not sensitive to words, or the literature teacher will ask you to get out of the class and drop the subject.

we learn about the history of some of the so-called "foul" or "bad" words. the two most interesting is about the history of the "fuck" and the "middle finger".
"f-u-c-k".,.,last time, it's not a foul word at all. in fact,.,in german it means "marry". so when a guy is proposing to a girl in germany, instead of saying "will you marry me?", he will be saying "will you fuck me?". hahaz.,.you may be laughing now but it's true. "middle finger".,.,.there's a story behind it. during the ancient europe warring period, people used bow and arrows. in order to shoot the arrow.,.u will need your middle finger to pull back the string. so the smarter group of people went to cut off their enemies' middle finger, causing them to find themselves unable to use the bow without the middle finger. so obviously the people with the middle finger won and in order to show that they are the victors, they show the middle fingers to their enemies. which also meant that showing the middle finger is "victory". how it got link to the "f-u-c-k", i dont know. but there's something which is still the same about the "middle finger" now and the ancient, it's the anger. imagine, just how many words are being called foul just because of they way people abuse it. there are actually no "foul' or "bad" words. people just make them up and think the other way when using the words.

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Monday, March 20, 2006

back to school today.,.,ZZZzzz. nothing much happend during school. after school.,.i smsed him asking if he's going back home yet but no reply. so i just went straight down to the first floor and when i reach the first floor, a few other people is behind me. i thought i saw him not far away but did not bother to look back again as i thought he would still be around his classroom. i went on and found out the backgate was not opened and alot of people are standing there waiting for the gate to "magically" open by itself. i really wanted to laugh at them but hold it back. i then decided to get out of school by the front gate instead. i turned back and there he was. kind of surprised. i first thought he got my sms but later found out that he did not bring his handphone with him. haaz.,.,thinking back about it, was really glad to bump into him. because i really miss him alot and really hope to see him. and if i did not bump into him today, i wont get to buy the deathnote comic already. just finish reading it just now.,.can't wait to get book 11. haaz.,.,Yagami Light rules!!.,.,he's the new god of the new world.,.Near and Mello won't win this war.,.,only the good will survive. Kira will let only the good stay and the bad die, using the power of the Deathnote. lolz.,.,okie.,.im getting crazy over deathnote now. hope you guys dont mind. that's all for now, TTFN!

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Day One
Finally, we arrive at the new Jinan International Airport. The familiar smell of the place quickly brings back memories of the last time I'm in Shandong.
We first went to Bao Tu hot spring and Wu Long River. I went there before so I did not really listen to the tourguide, Xiao Zhan. I stared at the beautiful Scenery around me while he explains to the rest of the group. We had dinner at a restaurant then check-in to our hotel, Jinan Shungeng Hillview Hotel, to rest. Me and my roommate "Emmi" settle down and chat before we went to sleep.
Day Two
School Visit at Jinan Vocational College of Foreign Languages. Suppose to have skiing but the snow melted before we got to Jinan. Kinda sad to hear that from Xiao Zhan. Dinner. Tea appreciation.
Day Three
Finally, the school visit at Dong Fang Bilingual Experimental School. We were welcomed by the school band but we have to wait for the so-called "MOE" of Jinan to arrive for the signing ceremony. After the ceremony, we have lunch at Dong Fang. We walked to Mount Qian Fo from the school. Climbed all the way up and open-air cable car when going down. We walked back to the school again for the home visit of Dong Fang's student's home. Sean, Emily, Tabitha, Tivia and me were in a group. We went to Zhang Li De's house. Her mom is Dong Fang's Teacher and she was a cool mom. She speaks english to us when she can. We had so much fun at Li De's home. We went to her aunt's house which was just at the next block. Fun thing is that there are reporters following us. haaz... The dinner was delicious. We got to try our own hand-made dumplings. There's even a cake to celebrate our new friendship with Li De. Her mom drive us back to the hotel and we have a group hug. We're sad to leave but something cheered us up. Li De is coming to our school during July!!
Day Four
We went back to Dong Fang the next day and attended one of their art lesson. It was so much different from our art lesson. After the school visit, we visited the Jinan Technology museum. There, I blogged about some stuff. [Refer to previous post] We went to have dinner and a mini concert at the restaurant with the Musical School. Some unpleasant things happened at the concert. Back at the hotel, I just suddenly break down when I'm thinking about him.
Day Five
Another school visit in Chang Qiu. Visit at Zhang Qiu Bai Mai Spring and Valley.
Day Six
We packed our languages and travel to Zi Bo. A quick visit at the local pottery factory. After that, we visited the Estate of a chinese ghost story writer, Pu Song Ling. Bought a cute fox figurine there. Check-in to Zi Bo Hotel for the night.
Day Seven
Travel to Tai An. We visited the ancient Da Wen Kou history museum and a village home. Check-in at Tai An Tai Shan International Hotel. Nice hotel with huge beds, good service and good room-service food. Haaz...
Day Eight
The day we will be climbing Mount Tai Shan. Can't sit the stupid cable car so we have to climb all the way up. Damn tired when I reach the top. So cold and tired that I cried at the restaurant without anyone knowing. Travel to Qu Fu. Check-in at QueLi Hotel.
Day Nine
School visit at Qu Fu Experimental School. Made a new friend there. =] visit at Confucius hometown. Kong's Mansion, Kong Forest and Kong Temple. Cultural dinner with students from Qu Fu Experimental School. Got to know a new friend, Kong Wei Long. Someone got crazy over him. Lolz... Back at the hotel room. My groupie girls plus Sean hang out at Deb's room. Emily help me call him. We chated and I got a good night sleep that night. Dreamt of him too!!
Day Ten
Packing and back to Jinan. Shopping day!!! Shop shop shop all the way. Packing again with all the shopping stuff.
Day Eleven
Final day of shopping. Good Bye to all the people and Shandong at the Airport. Board plane back to Singapore. Parents there to fetch me home.
Home Sweet Home.

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

hihi.,.,haaz. im in china, shandong now.,.,at the technology museum. wahah.,.,its so fun here..,,but the teachers and peepz here kinda give attitude. hate it.,.,but im so gona ignore them. a waste of time. especially "tiffany toh" and "kungie lim".,.,stupid peepz. showing attitude when they are suppose to be setting an example for us.

wahaha.,.,.miss ya guys back in singapore.,.,especially dear dear. haiizz.,..,worse thing is that i have a nightmare yesterday night. what i dreamt of.,.,.i dont want to say. ask me personally if you want to know.,,.haiiz.,.,

fudge them who show attitude during the trip.,.,.we are suppose to enjoy ourselves and learn something but they liddat. arggghh!! just hope i can sleep well tonight.

okie.,.,i gotta go now.,.,sms me at 13969143976 [china number] if you want. call me also can.,.,haaz. buaiz buaiz!!!!

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Friday, March 03, 2006

ZZzzzz.,.,last paper today and last briefing for the trip to china. we're doing pointillism for art today. im doing the aeon flux poster. kinda love to outcome of it. even samuel and daniel said that they love it..,.,gonna bring it to china to finish doing it during my spare time but definitely not on the plane. haaz.,.

im bringing the mp3 he lent me.,.,hope can get the picture with him tomorrow. so many days never see him le.,.,miss him so much. haiiz.,.,bringing the bagpack also. =[[ and of cos.,.,babypooh is going too.

now.,.im just waiting for his reply while i continue on my art work. cya guys next next week when im back. =]] will miss ya guys lotx.,.,but will miss him the most.

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

phew.,.,the maths paper and chemistry paper is quite okie today. thought i'm gonna fail but i dont think i will.,,.=] got back geography paper today.,.,phew.,.i got 18/25. suppose to get 21/25 cos of a 3mark question. hope not to make the same mistakes again next test. tomorrow is biology.,.maybe i will practice on some questions later as revision.

when i reach home today.,.,i started packing for china. almost got all the stuff already. can't wait to go and at the same time.,.,i don't feel like going anymore.

miss him so much today.,.,hope he'll be free tomorrow to take neoprint before i go to china bah. haiz.,.,and dont know why.,.,i just feel like crying today.,.,again. ='[

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