Wednesday, June 28, 2006

wahhhhh.,.,miss JJ's Concert and Autogragh session nehx.,.want to cry liaoz.,.,sobx sobx ='( .,.,blur king.,.,remember your promise horx.,,must remember.,.piggy also.,.,your treat.,.,hehz.,.,

still habben find my jacket yet.,.,haiz.,.,but.,.can say have one possible one? but he's making me confuse.,.,blur king nia.,.=P

just download cabal online!!! wahah.,.,you cant get it.,,.bleahz xP .,.,thanks to finaldust.,.thanks worz.,,

back to school le.,.,sianz narhx.,.,tired also.,.,then hab trainee chers.,.,
waha.,,.cabal download finish le.,i go play liao.,.,hehez.,.,buaiz!!!

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

i need my jacket.,.,but where is it? ,.,.,scearching for the one jacket which will fit me well, keep me warm and safe.,.really lonely without a jacket.,. haiz.,.=(

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Monday, June 19, 2006

gone shooooooooping today ya.,.bought 2 jackets.,.2 mugs.,.n color wax.,.=) happy happy.,.but walk until legs tired sia..,now keepin yawning here le.,.going to party world this friday with daiyu again.,.sing our heads off.,.(^_^) okie narh.,.,i go chat chat le.,.n download handphone games.,.,chow chow!!

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

yea!! so getting a new jacket.,waha. going out with daiyu tomorrow with her 2 cousins.,.shooooooping time!! at bugis.,.got myself 3 shorts n a top at my uncle's shop.,.fer free duh. *bleahz* =p

cut my hair again.,.got the hair product too.,.fer a freakin 25bucks.,.which will last for a whole year. cleared my closet n it's mine again.,.haaz.,.my grandma was like so freakin out when she saw her fur coat hanging outside.,.i don't care one bit about it.,.what can i do..the coat was like rotting away in the closet.

gonna redo my nails again later.,.,peeled the whole stuff off when i got bored at my uncle's shop.,.=p think i'll go iron the rest of my clothes now then do my nails.,.chow!!

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Friday, June 16, 2006

Loner alone here.,.someone help me please.,.someone who can make me feel that i am not lonely anymore.,.please?

it's gonna rain soon.,.wish i can be outside now.,.let the rain wash away my loneliness,.,feel like a lost puppy.,.finding a home. haiz.,.where is my home? a heart where i belong.,.where i will nt be lonely n lost.

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

WAH!!! I WANNA GO BEACH!!! please.,.i really need to relieve some stress now.,.=( someone kind enough to accompany me?

wan die le larh.,.wait for people to go with me until wan go siao le larh.,. haiz.,.me wan sum1 hu can accompany me whole day.,.,cycle.,.n jump into the waters.,.,simply hav fun.,.who?

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Friday, June 09, 2006

haiz.,.,loner alone here. the loneliness is getting heavier each day.,.tried to take it down but couldn't. where is a loner when i need one.,.it seems like everyone around me have someone to be with and care about. lonely and alone is not in their dictionary.,.but mine is filled with words like "alone, lonely, loner, I, me, mine, empty, quiet...etc" who will be that loner i wonder.,.who can fill in my dictionary with words similar to what others have. who i can care for and think about.,.who i can love and be with.,.someone to remove the loneliness i have now. someone who can promise to stay with me for as long as time allows. who.,.who.,.who? *haix*

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Dream
I met you in a dream
On one stormy night
I remember well
You were standing by yourself
It was a blur
I felt it in a haze
I knew it was you
I had no doubt
But the rain eased me into consciousness
And opened my eyes
I reached a cold hand for yours
But you were not there
You never were
Feelings rushed into me
You were nothing but a dream

A poem about a dream.,.a place where most of the impossible happens. maybe that is why most people love to dream.,.just like me. Reading this poem reminds me of a dream which i had one night.,.with me waking up crying.

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

haiz.,.,stupid holiday,,.make me so bored and lonely. been waiting for someone to go to the beach with me to swim in the wide waters.,.but who will it be? haiz.,.

lonely makes me wanna cry
in the middle of the night.
lonely make me wanna think
of you baby.
lonely overwhelms me
baby can you please save me.

loners find loners.,.,but who? which loner?

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