Thursday, February 23, 2006

haiz.,.,today is the worst day for me this year. im actually looking forward to this day as im suppose to catch a movie with him. but everything went so badly that i cried while walking home just now. haiz.,,

after school.,.,i went to cwp with my classmates.,.,doing revision for the common test. then one of my friend was not feeling well so i send her home. and from admiralty.,.,i took the train back to marsiling as im meeting him at the basketball court. i was walking extremly fast as i do not want to him to wait too long for me. but as i was reaching soon.,.,i got a message from him saying that it's late and he gotta go. i got mixed feelings when i saw the message.

i was angry: cos of what happened, sad: cos i cant meet him again and i miss him alot, tired: i was walking so fast that my legs are aching, hungry: i ate only potato chunks for lunch and hammers are hammering my head. i just feel like crying.,.cos was really angry with myself. at the same time.,,.im walking on the streets,.,.in the dark.,.,with my uniform and alone.

then i got no choice but to walk all the way to marsiling CC to take the 856 bus home. i walked for 30 mins in total.,.,haiiz.,

thinking about this now.,.,my tears are on my cheeks already.,.,*sobx~

haiz.,.,really miss him alot. ='[

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