Sunday, May 28, 2006

hmm.,.3months and 14 days already.,.,things are getting quieter.,.,.the distance is getting further.,.,wonder what is he thinking now.,.i've decided to test him now by not contacting him at all till he contact me.,.lets see how long it will go on till he did remember me and contact me.,.

haiz.,.,i tired everything i could to win his whole heart.,.but i think i did not succeed in doing it till now.,.i keep thinking night after night.,.what can i do in order to get him to really give me his whole heart instead of jus part of it.,.

the way he treat me.,.is ok but i don't feel special at all.,.even my close guy friends treat me better then he does.,.at least they know how to treat a lady to make her feel special.,.don't think he know that..,.

i do like him.,.but.,.how long can i go on.,.my type of guy.,.,he should know how to treat a lady.,.but him.,.haiz.,.he treat me like his friend.,.not girlfriend.,.he spends most of his time with his friends.,,.what can i say.,.

haiz.,.can say.,,.i'm disappointed.,.i'll concentrate on my friends now till he realise what's happening right now.,.i'm not going to waste my time thinking about it when i can be with my friends enjoying my life.,.,

go on or not.,.,.i'll let him decide.,.,

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